I think because we were trying for 6 months before we finally got pregnant, I told myself it was ok if I got pregnant and it was ok if I didn’t. It’s not that I thought we would or wouldn’t, it’s just that I was at peace with it happening or not. So now every time I go to the bathroom and the tp comes back clean and white, I’m a little shocked. Like yeah, this is really happening. I’m really not going to get my period. I’m really pregnant and I’m really going to have a little baby in 8 months. I’m not convinced that it has sunken in yet though.